When I used to hear that someone had developed early-onset Alzheimer's disease, I would feel profound sorrow and heartbreak for them. I would often wonder: How could they possibly live the rest of their life while trapped in such a condition?
Today, however, I find myself wishing that I had Alzheimer's—not because I take this illness lightly, but because I can no longer bear the weight of my memories.
Every time I remember what my life was like before this genocide, and compare it to what it has become today, I am overwhelmed by a pain and anguish that tear me apart from within.
I don't want to remember anything anymore.
I don't want my memories to keep bringing back everything I have lost, everything that has been destroyed, and everything that has been stolen from my life.
I just want to live each day as if it were the very first day of my life—with no memories to haunt me, and no past to torment me every single moment.
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