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@alice@lgbtqia.space That also makes sense. I'm local so yes, but was trying to not give your location away. But that location is even better than Cal
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mastodon 4.7.3I am a trans female software monkey who has been testing/coding for 25+ years. I hail from the Seattle area. I'm into puzzles, tabletop and video games, anime, martial arts, kink, and trying to figure out what the hell goes in in my brain. Oh yeah, I am also into My Little Pony more than someone of my age should be and got in on furry way back in the 90s.
Fuck fascists.
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@alice@lgbtqia.space I'm assuming big gay park in the middle of the city?
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@Natasha_Jay@tech.lgbt It's like Tannhaus' book from the series Dark that was never written by him but exists because it came from the future where it already existed.
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@FinalGirl @Impossible_PhD You are my hero. All the golf claps and chef's kisses.
And I'm sure the didn't.
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@mogwai_poet ok, Mr Toothpaste
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@alice@lgbtqia.space I don't normally comment like this, but: holy damn you look smoking hot! Everything about this is so sexy and good!
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@sashag You got my feelings to a tee here...but at least I have weekly therapy to process it.
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@sachee A toppy transfemme who does clicker training
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@mogwai_poet The combat cyborg is still my favorite
RE: https://mas.to/@TopicLords/116616069376014818
If you don't know about Rax, go look up the videos right damn now!
No therapy till Monday so into the void we go...
I'm realizing how much being middle aged and at the end of the gifted kid to burnout adult pipeline is affecting me. I constantly don't feel good enough or that I've achieved enough, although I know this isn't true and a brain construction, but The pull to withdraw and not be a burden to anyone or anything is stronger than ever. Even with close relations and especially with people who are objectively better than me. Also to protect my ego.
I know I need to interrupt these thoughts and do things to build myself up, but fuck It's painful in the meantime and confusing. Should I withdraw from some relationships to not feel like shit while I work on myself? But I shouldn't since that has consequences which could be worse.
I kind of want to just accept that I am inferior now and should be secondary, be happy in support and subservience. Like a pet.
I don't know how many other people feel this way or as strongly. Brains hard hard to fight because core feelings are stronger than facts or external validation. I hope I figure it out
#GiftedChild #BurnoutAdult #ImposterSyndrome #FeelingInferior
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@fishainsley@denden.world Fallen London yes.... Tell your family you're in a honey fueled polycule with a rubbery gentleman and and a sentient city that used to be a person.
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@foone@digipres.club I have the weirdest kink scene forming in my head now
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@carnage4life@mas.to When I learnws rhebreem "drained pool politics* I was so angry but because it makes such sense. And is named after this literal thing being done.
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@futurebird@sauropods.win probably. He'd be proud of it.
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@emilyenco@todon.nl Count me and my boobs in