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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]]

@natalie@my.softerhearts.club
sharkey 2025.4.7
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I run SofterHearts, a small invite only instance. Currently single (+1) user, but y'know.

That one Transdimentional Robogirl, the Dread Pirate Pilot of the SofterHearts flying saucer, the doll in the abandoned house, queer vampire queen of the milkyway galaxy, slimebotics expert, occasional catgirl, wife of a cutie, horny on main (with CWs) but probably not for you (acespec). Uhhh... and I muck around with Yoyos, Cycling and Rust.

Please feel free to follow req, it's mostly so i keep up with who's following and so I can follow back. If you're a minor, I ask you to stay clear of any of my NSFW posts, please, you will get a block.

Oh uh. Girlshaped robot cat, brainrotted, she/they/it/one but always in a fem way (?). Nat or natalie, capitalisation matters
​:noted:​

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 1mo ago
diy hrt question
So like. Australia, hey? Noticed a lot of the diy HRT stock lists are UK focused for obvious reasons, and US because number of people. Lot of the instock ones don't ship to Australia. Partner might need to move to DIY HRT because of reasons. Anyone able to speak to sourcing transdermal estrogen in Australia? Only one I can really find is the "otonoko" pharmacy, which isn't in stock rn but 4 months for $100 is worth the customs destruction risk vs $50 for 1 month
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3w ago
hot take maybe, sexualisation vs agency in video games
Okay but does the scale go: Bayonetta -> 2B -> Eve (Stellar Blade) -> Quiet or 2B -> Bayonetta -> Eve (Stellar Blade) -> Quiet
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 2mo ago
Oh, you're gay? Which one of you meows at cats and which one talks back to them like they have a universal translator?
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago

Like, I'm assuming everyone who's cis have seen someone of their own gender, maybe a celeb or a stranger, and been like "i wouldn't mind looking like them" or relates in someway to their look (similar hairstyle, carrying themselves in a similar way). Right?

Because I never found that with men. Every single man in music, television or video makes me feel abhorrent trying to imagine looking like them. Even feminine men. Just no. My skin crawls. I can't relate. Even before I knew what transition was.

Plenty of women I admire I would love to look like and I can relate to the aesthetics of.

I wonder if there are cis folk like that, or if this is extremely trans

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

All I'm saying is that "creating" (trans fem) and "destroying" (trans masc) a woman's body (as a conceptual THING with "value") is actively discouraged and hated by society because they can't handle a form of gender-currency that is fiat. Like they're denying actual alchemy because they're scared their gender is fiat and not comodity backed. The us that makes us us (and them them) has no value here, only their idea of a commodity-backed gender does.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

trans women are women, but when it comes to spor-
No, and quite sincerely, FUCK YOUR CONDITIONAL WOMANHOOD. I will tear gender from your hands and eat it like a rabbid dog. Don't talk about gender like you know /anything/.

Stg this owo women are so weak and could never compete against men crap is so fucking mysogynistic. These guys out there think they could beat a professional cis athlete at their sport through "natural advantage" and that is some immutable characteristic that could never be taken away, that it is INHERENT and beyond biology.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 2mo ago

Did i mention im excited for paint?

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago

It's kinda fun in a relationship when you're like 5 years in and you get a new lore drop on them, like "omg no you never told me wow that's so cool"

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago

I guess I was thinking about, like...

Is it because the cultural dictionary of what a man is doesn't fit me and the cultural dictionary of women does, or if it's the gender itself.

Like say in an alternate timeline, the cultural dictionary of men and women were swapped. Would I still be trans? Am I a feminine person who happens to currently align with our culture's dictionary for women, or am I a woman and if the culture was different I would be different in the same way as other women?


RE: https://my.softerhearts.club/notes/aond5x8bbyy000q7

Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] (@natalie)
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] (@natalie)

CW: gender ramblings, dysphoria adjacent

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 2mo ago

"USB-c for fast charging"
5Wh battery
Charge time: Up to 4 hours :D
...
That's 5v 0.25A charging if the charge time they list is accurate

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 2mo ago

Arch linux home install: truckin' along no issues in like 3 years
RHEL work install: hm, how about we freeze the window manager, again

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

Seen 3 utes (pickup trucks) lose traction on the work commute, 2 spun out. Like the more utilitarian metal tray utes. And mfg each and every one showing their arse. Speeding, knobbly off road tires, no load in rear, spinning out AGAIN because they'e flooring it to get back going. Like, do you even know how to drive your vehicle?

Something about the rain also seems to bring out the impatience. Like, we're dead on the speed limit, like proper dead on, and people are passing on the inside and cutting back in through narrow gaps. Friend, it's wet, it's dark, the road is poorly maintained, you're being unreasonably reckless.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

YouTube insisting on AutoPlaying scot the woz after every video

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

If the plain packaging / graphic cancer packaging for cigarettes is "working" in Australia, maybe we should put like choking sea turtles pictures on plastic packaging.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

Okay annnnnd instance back. Whack.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

/software has error/

Brain:
It all comes tumbling down. Tumbling down, tumbling down. It all returns to nothing. I just keep letting me down. Letting me down, letting me down.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago

I'm just saying we should consider adopting the WH40K term "abominable intelligence" for AI used to replace labourers.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

Brtfs for Android when?

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

A substantially larger proportion of Labor's supporters express only a mild liking (35.3 per cent with a value between six and nine [out of 10]).
Ah yes, a mild liking of... 8 or 9 out of 10?

Remember the brackets are:
0 - Hate
1-4 - Mild dislike
5 - Neutral
6-9 - Mild like
10 - Love

What kind of manager-mandated employees rating system is being applied to the approval of political parties in this article? Anything 8 or higher is a pretty glowing review of a political party.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

502 issues seen to be around 9-10am every day for me, weird

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

Doing HDR BRDF type lighting in my 2D game lol

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

Google trying to autocorrect "fan fix" to "fanfic" ​:neobot_woozy:​

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

I wish I could like query which instances servers block 😅 Like, trying to find a place for my backup account and it's like... do you block the edgier bits of trans fedi? And, like, I get not listing blocked instances.......... But only when it doesn't affect me, okay 🥺🫠 /s

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago
Replying to
@argv_minus_one@mastodon.sdf.org That's fine 😂 It only goes down for a few hours at a time, every couple days, just never when I'm around a keyboard to debug the issue.
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

The horrifying lua ecs with scheduling is now a single file abomination. Lua could use some better imports, tooling struggles to understand the "idiomatic" relative import.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago
Replying to
Somehow my.softerhearts.club is the only instance free of fedidrama
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

Going to be forever hunting down this one vertical shmup I played as a kid from one of those PC mags

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago
Replying to
auspol
(oh and also this is just confirmation of a continuation of programs established in 2024, nothing new 🤷‍♀️)
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago

Paint paint paint need more paint

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago
Replying to
Door over Floor over Wall vs Door over Wall over Floor It makes me cry
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago
Replying to
Code has been neatened now. OccluderShape pregenerates segment information. OccluderBuilder takes OccluderShapes and a transform and generates shader vertex information. Occluder takes the vertex information from OccluderBuilder and builds a mesh. It also has its own transform, and draw function. Shader is stored as a static for use. Should let me pretty easily bake static geometry into a single buffer while using all the same functions for more dynamic geometry. Shader is written with only the knowledge that a segment has a previous and next segment, so you can have an arbitrary number of polygons in the same mesh. Had to update more Love2D typings since I'm working with the unreleased Love2D 12.0. But luckily they have some smoke tests in lua that I can reference
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

I try sleep again nini

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago

Now they're looking at requiring apps to implement a curfew between 12am and 6am for 16 and 17 year olds in the uk? Infinite scroll disabled, and other "addictive" features. Apparently you can just opt out of it too?

Firstly, a curfew is just draconian, weird and fails to leave room for legitimately helpful behaviours, like talking to a friend when you're dealing with some issues. A lot of folk don't swap mobile numbers these days and I don't think a change like this will encourage that until the person already needs it. I've also heard folk take pictures of their attacker/someone-suspected-of-stalking on snapchat.

Second, limiting addictive features is an excellent idea.... that should also be available to adults.... Because we just recognised them as harmful right? Honestly, just outright ban them, thanks.

Third, you can opt out? Talk about toothless. Why even bother to compel these companies. I'd just have a popup screen that says "you cannot view this feed because it contains addictive features. To view please disable safeview™ settings [disable all] [close app]" because it is by far the cheapest way to comply - or something like it.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 2mo ago

AusPost please don't send my package via SA 😭 No wonder it's taking longer than a week

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

Why did I write an ECS in lua?

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago

I made a list of miniature paint colours to collect and sorted my current paints. Only like 7 of my like 20 paints are on the list. They're not getting thrown out, but they are being organised into expansion packs :F The ones I ordered should add another 5 to the core set.

Core set has about 27 total but there are also some substitutions I'd like to make. Like I currently have a silver, gold, white and black but there are some between midtones or there for the metal and some darker black paint and white with a finer pigment.

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 2mo ago

Miniature painters: just use the back of your hand
All other painters: noooooooooooooooooooooooo

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago
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Bought the paints from all different brands to try them out too
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago
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I will proceed to not use said paints by procrastinatimg, so don't you worry, I'm not going to suddenly become productive, same ol'nat
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago

For a mere 80 Giblebits

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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 3mo ago
Replying to
I don't know why there's this thing of stacking 0 to denote smaller, just give us real measurements instead of a system where you picked a bad 0 point
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 5mo ago
Replying to
programming, rendering
Will probably move this over to a shadow mask texture. Shadowed areas set to black, lit areas to white. Then render over the screen with transparency. Bit more realistic. Could do low resolution effects, make the shadows pixel-licious. There's lots of optimisation needed. Currently it's raw polylines projected every frame. Box, circle and thick line optimized shapes will be useful at minimum and cached normals for the polyline. Then there's light falloff. This sudden urge brought to you by.... Darkwood
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Nyatalily 🌸 [[SN-E1814]] @natalie@my.softerhearts.club
· 2mo ago

"just save up a little more"

Cheap option: $75
"Little More" option: $300

Mhmm

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