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I wish I had read more and exposed myself to more media before this, I feel like my understanding of everything is so incomplete... Curse my younger self for thinking feelings are for idiots (dysphoria is amazing when you don't know you have it). My feelings did open up a lot after starting HRT; I felt happier when happy, angrier when angry... Now, for the first time, I get to experience pure sadness... At least had a tinge of happiness in it at the end

While I'm on the topic, I need centaur mechsplo desperately. Seriously, horses have been used in wars since forever, ponyplay is already a thing, mecha and mechsplo are great, why not have a mecha-centaur warrior instead of a mecha? Maybe their handler is their rider, if they have one. Maybe they're both under the thumb of their commanding officer, there's a lot of options but I need to see that... Hell, I've been pondering writing, I might even try it, although I've never done it before so it will probably be bad. If anyone wants to try their hand at my idea, you're bound to do better than me so go for it! Just gimme a link when you're done, I want to read it!

Me and a friend were playing a game online and during our banter, out of nowhere, off the dome, I dropped the line: "Oh, you raised him? Well, I domesticated him. We're not the same" and I think that's the most domme I've ever been in my life... I've never gotten horny off of something I've said before but GOD DAMN, the new estrogen horny is driving me up the wall with freakiness and I LOVE IT

So... I finished signalis a couple of days ago... I am only posting this now because I needed time to recover... Holy shit, this game is peak and my heart will never mend the damage that has been wrought upon it... I just started my second playthrough to get the secret ending and the survival difficulty achievement, and my heart is already hurting from anticipation of being completely shattered again... At least the memes are great lol, this game has ingrained itself into my DNA. I literally started teaching myself german because of it

Logging on to fedi after days of being stuck in with work to remember that there are, in fact, interesting things out there and not just the shit I'm forced to deal with

Trying to get my (unfortunately way too) mainstream friends to get weirder by sending them lovely curated fedi congnitohazards. So far they only think I'm delightfully weird but I am hoping to see psychological changes with significant deviation from the control observation period sometime soon. Will keep you all posted