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I do Cloud Security
So tonight is an inevitable eventuality. A painful, complicated one. I not sure how I feel. Or how I thought I’d feel. Or how I’ll feel in 5 minute or 5 hours or 5 days. Is their grief? Yes. Regret? Strangely no (yay therapy I guess).
I did not have building a miasma crawler on my bingo card today but…
weird today. Defo an MECFS flare Or in the edge of one. Brain is half working, body is complaining. meh
I hate that that I was basically paralysed by depression and anxiety and emotion today and didn’t feel at all useful or productive
JAMES HETFIELD FROM METALLICA ON IRON MAIDENS DEBUT RECORD #metallica #ironmaiden #records #metal
Definite depression and anxiety today and going between emotional and flat
The Miasma worm source code that uses GitHub as infrastructure has popped up in 4 repos so far in the last 24hrs - all reported but GitHub need to be faster on takedowns (all still fully available)

