@Aurin_the_classtraitor@climatejustice.social
2026-06-25 19:38 UTC
I guess I wish I hadn't gone through puberty. I don't even know if indefinite pyberty blockers would work (it'd fuck up your bones right?) but that's the dream for me. Though I'd still like to opt out of having genitals at all tbh. Maybe one day, idk.
I don't normally think much about this. about what I would want I mean. It's easier to notice what I don't want and harder to let myself envision a transition goal... that I might never be able to even persue, let alone reach.
idk now I made myself wistful lol send help
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@Aurin_the_classtraitor@climatejustice.social 2026-06-25 20:24
And honestly... I can't even do most of the things other trans people often do that aren't medical transition: Wear gender-affirming clothes for example (can't afford them) or do other non-permanent things to modify appearance (they'd put pressure on my body that I can't deal with on top of my disabilities, like tucking or binding etc). Plus, being nonbinary and fat, it's often hard for me to figure out what would be gender affirming in the first place.