@Aurin_the_classtraitor@climatejustice.social
2026-06-25 19:35 UTC
It feels weird that I still feel like I have to justify why/that I'm trans and haven't transitioned. Or that people assume since I am still alive, my dysphoria can't be all that bad, as if my validity was measured by my suffering and death was the only answer. I have survived hells you can't imagine, so leave me alone.
I actually feel very soft towards my body at the moment. I am learning to dissociate less and take good care of it. Still want certain parts off!
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@Aurin_the_classtraitor@climatejustice.social 2026-06-25 19:38
I guess I wish I hadn't gone through puberty. I don't even know if indefinite pyberty blockers would work (it'd fuck up your bones right?) but that's the dream for me. Though I'd still like to opt out of having genitals at all tbh. Maybe one day, idk. I don't normally think much about this. about what I would want I mean. It's easier to notice what I don't want and harder to let myself envision a transition goal... that I might never be able to even persue, let alone reach. idk now I made myself wistful lol send help