@SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social
2026-09-20 20:45 UTC
You push and push and push grinding me into a pulp and they always act surprised or heap cruelty onto themselves as if I would ever say such cruel things to someone I call friend... or performative fawning happens...
Strangers who would be friends offer more kindness and then feel the burn of the words I can't even say openly
While other friends I see drowning and I'm too frail and broken to reach out to them in the dark, the teara are overwhelming
I'm tired
I just want Mom to have peace
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@SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social 2026-09-20 20:48
She shouldn't have to live through SEVEN FUCKING DECADES OF HARM AND ABUSE AND NEGLECT She's hungry and I can't give her food She's lonely and I'm just a shell here holding back tears She's terrified and I can't witness her pain She's lost in her trauma and I can't be anything of who she needs I work more than so many but why should work be what constitutes care!? You callous selfish and cowardly nation...