Last week I experienced what I suspect what was a full blown mental breakdown. A combination of depression, loneliness at home, and likely finally triggered by pressures from work and people that make me feel as though they only want me when they want me to do work for them. Since then all I've felt is absolutely burned out, I'm so damn tired and any interest in any of my hobbies has taken a huge hit. Unfortunately it seems gearing up has took the largest beating. If I could only escape...