2026-06-09 03:33 UTC
Had many bad thoughts today.
Wanted to distract myself with some fandom, but the more I try the more it feels I’m not doing it right or i don’t know (like the feeling of being alone even when surrounded by people)
To top it all, that place have serious favoritism issues. I got angered instead.
I cycled through a lot of stuff I wanted to say but felt too pathetic I didn’t post anything at the end.
I wish I had someone I could work these anxieties out with. Right now, I feel more alone and ignored than ever.
Replies (3)
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@transfemwulian@blorbo.social 2026-06-09 03:34
@mespinozart@blorbo.social Oh no, I'm so sorry :( Fandom can be hard!!
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@unicorngelato@blorbo.social 2026-06-09 04:26
@mespinozart@blorbo.social nooo that's an awful feeling 🫂 I hope tomorrow is better
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@princeofvelvet@blorbo.social 2026-06-09 04:46
@mespinozart@blorbo.social oh noooo im sorry to hear that ): if it helps i dont think youre doing fandom wrong. A lot of times in places with many people it can feel like youre getting lost in the noise but that doesn't mean youre doing something wrong 🫂 i hope tomorrow things are better