hello everyone. i very suddenly disappeared, so i've come back to explain everything. on the 9th of september, i posted that this account will be inactive indefinately from this point onwards. on that date, i took a major overdose of paracetamol and ibuprofen. i was hospitalised for a few days and then committed to a psych ward. i only recently left, and have been trying to put back together my life a bit i am still not okay. i have slightly ruined my body with self harm, and have very low self esteem and i am also very low on money. this is not a post begging for support or anything, i am just letting everyone who cares about me know that i am still alive. i will probably still not be very active on here. there are a lot of issues in my life right now, my dad has cancer, I have generally ill health (IT WASN'T LEUKEMIA, DOCTOR WAS BITCH) and many other aspects of my life have gone downhill i might still die soon. i have damaged my liver and stomach pretty significantly and i am still NOT stable at all. i wish you all the best.