I may have been saying more about #autism than I had realized. The smell of 🚬 in a place I can't leave (Athens 🇬🇷), combined with the noise of traffic/crowds, navigating an unfamiliar place, and seeing everyone complicit and indifferent has been making me feel like I'm drowning in hyper-vigilance. In 🇺🇸, 🚬 is experienced far less frequently, and I'm rarely stuck with it when it arrives. Luckily, I brought a comfortable n95 mask that doesn't hurt my ears. I hate the harm and illogic of 🚬 so much.