Then! Hot enby shows me a picture of them in a well fitted vest and tie. I stammered, mouth agape. My partner says, "how you doin love? You okay?" Then laughs. My face is burning. I fan myself. Hot Enby: Thought I could help you warm up. Me: uhhh.... I'm just going to stare at the floor now. Hot Enby's Partner: it doesn't help. Me: Nope. It sure doesn't. They all laugh. I will myself to implode into a singularity. Fedi, I'm a disaster.