@alice@lgbtqia.space This doesn't exactly cover what I'm looking for either. "Could swallow me whole" kind of fits, but not really. It isn't really about size or danger so much as "forms the entire environment". (Maybe that is egotism? "I really just need my whole surroundings to be into me, please.") I suppose we could go with "I'm excited to penetrate it", but penetrate like an explorer penetrating the jungle. Despite all of that, I did manage to get a vote cast for the current leader, so