Anyone interested in being my benefactor so I can just be a full time activist? Not even joking. At this point I'm just done with it all. I've fucking had it. I'm just ready to be reckless and loud in ways I don't even know yet. Probably so many of the wrong ways along with the right ones as I figure out my shit, or not. I don't care. I'm just done. I'm already loud, but I'm so sick of holding back. I'm finally pretty much healed after all of the hospitalizations last year. This is it. This is all I'm going to do from now on. No more part time. I'm going to write and be loud. That's it. It's decided. Benefactors or not, that's my life now.