I made a mistake last night and allowed myself to become frustrated with someone. Later on I apologized and although they said that there was no need, I did so regardless because I felt the need. I wasn't mindful. I felt the frustration well up inside of me and allowed it to sweep me over. I felt the rush come over me and reveled in it. And that goes against my practice. I strive to be mindful in all things, and I don't always succeed. Which is fine. I'm not perfect. Yet, I know I failed in that instance, so an apology to the other as well as myself was needed. The things I sometimes talk about on here, the reminders to be more empathetic and mindful, those are reminders for me as well. It's a practice. And we all get it wrong sometimes.